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I can’t
I’m annoyed. Angry. Fucking mad. I feel like my heart is as heavy as hell. I want to scream, to hit you. To hit you so hard in the face that you die. I want to slap you. I want to cry so hard. But mostly I just want to curse you to your face. Say every single curse word…
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Stronger
Moments that made me stronger. I didn’t realize how much I loved him until he was standing there and he wasn’t mine anymore. This sucked, it was a punch from hell. The agony it brought me, sleepless nights, tear stained pillows. Everything was just plain black and white, and to what do I owe all this? Pride? The ever living,…
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Your Laugh
I daydream about your laugh. The way you squint your eyes until you would think they’re entirely closed. How your mouth opens so wide you’d think you could suck all the oxygen in the planet. When you throw your head back as if a strong wind made you do that. When you crouch down low, grasping your knees looking way…
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Mapagpanggap
Maghintay ka muna. Inihahanda pa Niya ang love story na nararapat sa’yo. Ok lang ako. Makakahintay pa ako. Hihintayin ko yung panahon na makikilala ko yung taong mamahalin ko at mamahalin ako. Pero hindi ito ang sinasabi mo sa loob. Ito lang ang gusto mong malaman nila, siguro para hindi na sila magalala sa’yo. Pero hindi ito ang iniisip mo.…
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Under the Sun
Under the scorching heat of the sun, I make my way through the path I know so well. It has only been two months since I started going back and forth this same way, but it feels as if it’s been centuries. I know where the next fall will be, I know when the grass path is about to end.…
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Hello Stranger
The awkward feeling you get when you see someone again and remember that the last thing he said to you before you parted was, “Don’t I get a goodbye kiss?”. After that, it was just like nothing happened. It was a one night thing, yea, I should have known. I mean I knew it was, it’s just that I was…
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06.06.15
People believe that we have to sweep todays possibility under tomorrows rug until we can’t anymore. We’re scared. We’re all scared. Some just hide it better than others. One day your rug is empty. On another day it might be full. Until one day you will realize that you just can’t sweep anything under that rug any more. We talk…
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10.01.14
I love you. I dont know what else to say, but it seems like those words dont do my feelings any justice. This feeling that I have is beyond compare. I cant express it, like words are not enough. Can you feel it though? Maybe thats why were here. Maybe thats why im here. They say I gave up everything…
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