People believe that we have to sweep todays possibility under tomorrows rug until we can’t anymore.

We’re scared. We’re all scared. Some just hide it better than others. One day your rug is empty. On another day it might be full. Until one day you will realize that you just can’t sweep anything under that rug any more.

We talk ourselves out of it. Unaware that others are doing exactly the same thing. We get up, smile and pretend. Human beings are the great pretenders in this world. Rational, yes. But pretending is like second nature to human beings.

We pretend we’re ok. Pretend to be happy. Everybody pretends to get along with everybody else all the time. Although some may acknowledge how ‘transparent’ they are, they can’t however be ‘transparent’ all the time to everyone. It’s just not normal for us. This is the world we live in. This is a part of what makes us humans.

However, no matter how scared, or afraid, or terrified you are. Changing the word won’t change what you mean. It won’t change what you’re avoiding. We all just need to understand that it is better to know than to keep on wondering. It is better to wake up than to fall asleep. It is better to start than to end. It is better to jump than to stay. It is better to breathe than to die. Choose life over death.

Knowing will always be better than wondering. Live another day. Save death for tomorrow.